All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth

welcome welcome one and all!

Beginning note, sorry that my grammar and punctuation and capitalization will be off in this post.

so who would like to know about my lovely week? no? well too bad here it goes... so this weekend i became deathly ill. i could barely move and didn't want to eat (although I did because I wanted to keep up my strength) and I couldn't breath blah blah blah moving forward go to the righttime down by the mall (love them) and turns out I have a bad sinus infection. get meds come home pass out so all week I have felt like poo. the kids have been getting progressively worse and now they have fevers and sinus infections and colds. poor kids. my husband is now getting how I was at the beginning of the week. excuse my timeline if it's a bit off but I can't really remember what day it is let alone know the time of day we are in I'm so turned around.  anyways, so he's as i like to say "deathly ill" where he's laying in bed like he will never return to normal life.

on top of all the sickness that's going around in my family we have tristian at the dr's today accidentally tripping over mommy's foot falling face forward mouth first onto the tiled clinic floor which busted a half circle in the middle of the top front teeth, a bleeding mess. we were sent to the dental clinic that doesn't see children to have a blurry xray taken and a quick glance to make sure the nerve isn't showing to be sent to a pediatric dentist. at the dentist they took 2 more better xrays which turned out really well for his age and all the trauma he's been through today they kept saying and took a better look at it and decided he was too much of a snotty mess to try to put a bonding protecting coating over the area that is broken right now so we will try that at a later time and to come back in 2 weeks to make sure there is not other damage and infection. in the meantime we just have to make sure that all his food is cut up tiny so that he doesn't actually "bite" anything but that he just pops it in his mouth and chews it and watch the coloration vs. the time the coloration happens because that means two totally different thing. and yes teeth bruise! 

well throughout that whole fiasco he's screaming and crying which is just breaking my heart tears are welling up and I'm trying not to cry in front of all these strangers (failing but not failing miserably) all the while in the back of my mind the song all I want for Christmas is my two front teeth is on repeat. Which makes me feel like an even worse parent, my humor is a strange demented kind.  then after all is said and done today and I get home from the pharmacy which took an hour to even reach my number, I come home bearing chicken nuggets and apples for dinner and he's in the best of moods and now the song is sufficiently stuck in my head I start singing it and he's swaying his head from side to side along with my singing smiling and dancing around. oh how I love him. I love all my children. they all hold a special peice of my heart. no it's more like each other them has added a whole other heart inside of me just for them and today we were focused on tritians mommy's heart. I don't know if it's because he's my only boy but he definately hold a special place in my heart. if you didn't get that I'm sorry it got a bit wordy in there.

For your listening pleasure...


~Me